Bittersweet Life...

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

"lost & confused
unsure where to head
scared to take a step forward
but not willing to stay still
afraid to lose what i truly treasure
afraid to be misunderstood
overreacting might be the problem
ignoring aint the solution
emotions whirling in me
not settling down any soon
im lost to describe myself
im confused of wat state im in now...."

sch was awesome.... had CRS a.k.a eng class.... watched a vid on how a foetus actually is formed... it's was disgustin... they actually videoed the part when the doctor helped to 'pull' out the baby frm the vagina... as in the show the front view... which means tt u can see everything.. EVERYTHING... blood, pubic hair, blood... and blood... ugh. my eyes were like sooo tearing up... i actually cried a lil.. hehe.. i was terrified k... the guys were definitely disgusted... haha...

lunched with hisham, liyana, zee, hamizah and naqiah(sp?).... again, i didnt eat.. coz i ate with hazeeq and iqbal already.. cant tahan lapar la... hehe... crapped alot with those guys b4 headin to fc 3... had fun guys... thanks braces for the drink ;)

engineering drawing class was great! haha... coz i finished the work fast... like real fast... like the first few who finished it... haha... was i gd or wat? huge achievemt u noe... after tt... went to meet ADRENA!!!!

haha.... watched ice princess at tm gv... awesome movie. im in love with the lead actor's eyes... he's damn real serious cute and hot and charming.... went ard, jln2.... bought skirt and pierre cardin undies set... real gorgeous.. hehe... and the price ok la... on the way home, saw SHAHIDAH SOTONG!!! kat interchange, saw FAHMI 4f... and muaazim.. haha.. of all ppl. tt muaazim actually smiled at me... i was like... ritee... haha.. smiled back la, courteousy mah...

reached home...

bored to death... nth to do... waste time on cyberspace la... wat else...

thanks braces and zee... for being sooo concern... everything's well now.. dun worri aitez.. cheers =)

hafiz: thanks man.... =)

Smashed into pieces at 6/28/2005 10:16:00 PM